Slam Master Tracey Smith
TRACEY SMITH born in Kalamazoo in 1970 is the youngest child of blue collar parents. He wrote his first poem in the 4th grade, as a punishment for not paying attention in class. Besides writing, performing and teaching poetry, Tracey has been a clerk, a janitor, a painter, a welder, a bartender and a fork lift operator. He has a BA in literature from Kalamazoo College and has been working to bring the Kalamazoo community together by hosting and promoting spoken word events since 1996. He founded the Kalamazoo Poetry Slam in 1998, was a member of the 2003 Kalamazoo Slam Team and has coached five teams of local poets in National competition.
ONE THING (mp3)
THREE MINUTES
Once
for three minutes
you’ll step on stage
And once, for three minutes
you’ll take hold of the night
and own it
You’ll wear it
tighter than your skin
and you’ll take it
wherever whenever it is, you want to go.
Maybe you’ll take it
to the time and the place
when you first said I love you
wrapped in sunrise and afterglow
Or you’ll take it to the those places
that you’re scared to go alone
like that once,
when someone hurt you,
though that someone never meant to
or the day you lost your mother
Or maybe you will take it to
the places that your proud of
like the time you stood up to your first bully
and you didn’t shake
and you didn’t stammer
and you didn’t blink
until that fucker backed down
Maybe you’ll take it all the way back
to the time you got your very first “A”
on a reading test.
From the beautiful fourth grade teacher
with the long legs
long before you knew
what long legs could do
Once
For three minutes
You’ll take it to the top
of the mountain of your grandfather’s lap
or to the bottom of the fear in your belly
You’ll take it to the time
when friendships were forged
out of common interests,
common addictions
and bad directions
like that time we got lost
in our own back yard
You’ll take it to eavesdrop
on the conversation
that we once
almost
never should have
almost had
once
you’ll take it
whenever where ever you want to go
but where ever you take it
where ever you go with it
what’s only the beginning
because once
for three minutes
you’ll step on the stage
and have a chance
a space to find the grace that you
never see hovering around you
your whole life,
You’ll take it, and you’ll share it
with the living and the dead
and it will become
the subtle mythology of a hundred ears
and wined its simple generous truth
into the fabric of generations.
I’m only tellin’ you this
cause I think you should know
you should know where this road goes
this narrow crooked road
less traveled road
I’m only a signpost
A messenger
A well-meaning coble stone
On your road to oblivion
And I’m only telling ya
Cause I’ve seen it
Cause I’ve heard it
Cause I’ve felt it move
across a room like lightning on the water
I’m only telling ya
Because once
For three minutes
It even happened to me
SEPTEMBER SKY
There are some things we can’t imagine living without.
My parents were born in the 40’s
They remember
the first flush toilet the family had
the first radio
and the first television
the family gathered around
it’s been on for fifty years now
cathode sunrises and test pattern twilights
mark our days
record our progress
and reassure our status
through Korea and Vietnam
Watergate and Iran
Soap operas and sitcoms
Moon shots and smart bombs
It’s been on for fifty years now
And we can’t even imagine our lives without it
Even though over half the world
Still doesn’t have flush toilets
In my generation
I can remember small changes
8-tracks and LP’s
Cold war and LSD
And phones with actual dials on them
In a time before PC
DVD or HIV
Three was Pong and Pac-Man and Centipede
But in my lifetime
I can’t remember
Ever seeing the sky
Just the sky
Something so simple
We left it behind
And never thought to miss it
On September 11th
We looked up
In the night
And all we could see
Were stars
No jet stream scars
No flashing beacons
Hurling through the vapor
Nothing we’d created
To distract us from the vastness
Of heaven
No visible influence
Of progress
To give us
The illusion
Of control